Startear - English Lyrics

Startear (Sword Art Online) 

English Lyrics - AmaLee (LeeandLie)

I wish to numb my heart, to numb my heart

Against the pain and take it away, because there must be more than this

Those countless times I gave up all hope

Because I couldn’t change what’s behind me

I hid inside my shell from the world

Out of sight, tucked away so that no one could see

Once again I feel all of the pain rise inside

Rushing back to me like an unstoppable tide

I don’t need the warmth, and no, I don’t need the pain

I’m fine without this thing called “love”

I wish to numb my heart, to numb my heart

Against the pain and take it away

So I can overcome the dark, just like a shooting star in the sky

Into the deep, I sink, nearing the brink

My heart and soul succumb to the fall

I try to scream but there’s no sound

So I accept I won’t be found

But then I hear your voice calling

I’m no longer falling but rising up as you pull me to the light

The world I knew, once quiet and grey

Began to change when you looked my way

I thought sure my heart wouldn’t heal

But I guess, you have made the impossible real

Look me in the eyes and make my heart skip a beat

Fill my world with my world with color and set my spirit free

I was never falling – I was swept off my feet

The very moment you reached me

I wish to numb my heart, to numb my heart

And find the strength to heal what’s inside

So I can overcome the dark, just like a shooting star in the sky

Into the deep, I sink, nearing the brink

But now I know you’re there if I fall

I’ll show the darkness I can fight

And when I’m lost, you’ll be the light

So now there’s no hesitating

I’m tired of waiting to turn the page and to find out what’s to come

I always treasure our time together, these golden memories

When I was falling and you were calling, I heard a knock on the door

Through all the pain I’ve overcome, I’ll take a step out of my shell

I’ve waited all this time to turn the page

And now I’ll finally blink away what held me back in the past, I swear!

I wish to numb my heart, to numb my heart

Against the pain and take it away

So I can overcome the dark, just like a shooting star in the sky

This oath will never die, my tears have dried

I’ll never let my life slip on by because I know there’s more than this

And if I only have one wish

I pray the chapter that follows will lead to tomorrow

So I will see what the future holds for me